Don't know

Back with a bang. nah just kidding.
Haven really been doing anything meaningful since the end of sch. Well except maybe working aimlessly without learning anything. That's not how i want to spend the next few months before i get into the army. Would like to take up something interesting and exciting maybe?
I seriously think that i am neither here nor there and that i have yet to try a hell lot of things which i had yearn in the past. i have all the time in the world now. BUT that is if i've got a mobile ATM. The fact is that my surname is not Gates nor is my parents Bill.
That is most probably the only reason that i can think of why i am working now. But well, at least most colleagues are nice people and sociable. I have got not much of a problem settling in. One thing weighing on my mind right now is still the choice of uni. Should i go against the more obvious choice? this is really getting on my nerves. Sometimes how i wished life would just be plain sailing. But then again, if it is going to be plain sailing, its just like a dead person with no heartbeat. just a straight line across the heartbeat detector. That's plain sailing too. i wouldn't want that.
This is really a tough choice. Or should i just forget abt studying since i can't even make a decision when i got to be persistent. i got no idea. In any case i still got to come up with a decision at the end of the day. Anyway, that's abt it from me now and will update on the choice in the near future.