Sunday, July 27, 2008

My life is pretty stagnant right now. I really don't wish to carry on like this much longer. its nt the life i want to lead. being so oblivious to every other things and stuff, this is so unlike the usual.
Though there might be glimpses of spark at times, i still find it quite bored at times.
I guess its time to really venture on to strive for new experience but well, where would i actually start from, i do not know. Pursuing my dreams might sound a good head start but i wonder if i will ever be able to fulfill them.

Time for some self-assessment too. hopefully now would be a good time to really reflect on myself. Have i done enough or could i have done better? all these things are circulating around me. As much as i would want to excel, my mental strength just took over me unknowingly. you could tell that i am complaining a lot but this is one source to vent my frustration. I guess it is tough for others to understand unless you are in the same circumstances.

For now. just hope to enjoy the last month or so of freedom before the fast approaching date of enlistment. hope everyone's doing fine in their respective fields too.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Random random

Just happen to realise that i haven't been blogging for quite some time huh?
but well, life still goes on anyway. Been through quite a rough patch recently. Things nt really running smoothly and nt being in the best of moods. not sure if the problem lies in me. Working life seems boring but then again, sometimes office politics might nt seem a bad idea to spice up a little. makes working just that little more interesting.
Then again, get to see some really unglam acts of ppl which gets on my nerves sometimes. Speaking at the wrong time is totally unnecessary. Guess this is the harsh realities of working life and it happens all the time. but then again got to know some nice friendly ppl also. Apart from working life, there is nothing really much except waiting for army. Its getting nearer with each passing day.

And oh ya, SPAIN are the European champions. Pretty football still does the job, too bad for the germans, you not just not good enough.

With some friends who are in the army, hope that you guys are still doing fine and those who are going in soon, good luck dudes!! To others, live your life till the fullest:)