My life is pretty stagnant right now. I really don't wish to carry on like this much longer. its nt the life i want to lead. being so oblivious to every other things and stuff, this is so unlike the usual.
Though there might be glimpses of spark at times, i still find it quite bored at times.
I guess its time to really venture on to strive for new experience but well, where would i actually start from, i do not know. Pursuing my dreams might sound a good head start but i wonder if i will ever be able to fulfill them.

Time for some self-assessment too. hopefully now would be a good time to really reflect on myself. Have i done enough or could i have done better? all these things are circulating around me. As much as i would want to excel, my mental strength just took over me unknowingly. you could tell that i am complaining a lot but this is one source to vent my frustration. I guess it is tough for others to understand unless you are in the same circumstances.

For now. just hope to enjoy the last month or so of freedom before the fast approaching date of enlistment. hope everyone's doing fine in their respective fields too.