Its been exactly a month since my last post..
I know i have not been updating partly due to working commitments or maybe its just an excuse for being lazy. But well, nonetheless, i made an effort to log on now. There seems to be quite a few stuff to update but i got idea where do i begin from.

I am on the verge of ending my stint at the company where i have been working for several months now. Sense of reluctance is inevitable but there isn't much of a choice either. I guess life still goes on and just gotta live with it. Anyway, got to know quite a few people in the company recently and they are really nice people to talk to. They don't put on airs like what some might. I would say its quality time spent. Words of wisdom or maybe these are some experience that they want to pass down. I believed i have more or less benefited from it.

During this period, I also did experienced something different. I can't think of an apt description but i have really not felt this way before. Being put through a roller coaster ride i would say. Being led to the pinnacle and then letting you fall to rock bottom, sounds absurd but its true. That will definitely serve as a note to myself that i should start getting out of my comfort zone in order to strive for success. Its easy to say but not many are able to do that including me. For now, i am just going to see my remaining days out in the company.

But as I leave the company, that means something... NS is looming ahead. The calendar states that i have got less than 3 weeks before i head to Tekong sch 1. Don't know if its saddening or a joyful thing. Heard a lot from friends who have been through and those who are in there. I guess i should really start to get accustomed to doing things independently and not relying too much on others. Time for self reflection as well. It might be a good idea to rid off some bad habits and stuff. One thing i am curious about is how NS will affect me as a person. Just pondering on how different would i be before and after. Thats not for me to be the judge anyway. Just going to enjoy the rest of the days while i still could.

That's all for now. Enough of me ranting on. Take care everyone