Past and Present

Hmm... well here i m with another entry.
Since the end of my last paper in np, there have been things to look forward to and its almost ending rite now before the final nail on the coffin. Argh!! guess wat, its the NS letter!
On the other hand, got the offer letter from NTU yesterday and well its the same story as NUS. environmental engineering, not again! just unlucky to be born in the dragon year, just have to compete and compete, really getting sick of it.
Don't really know which offer to take up and i m seriously in a deep dilemma. Can someone give me some advice?
Chem eng was wat i want initially but well since my hopes are dashed now, i got to make do with my other alternative. Nt gonna think abt it just yet or rather too confused at the moment. i dunno if i should be happy or nt. At least i m able to get into uni which was one of the most sought after targets in my poly life.
As stated earlier, it now boils down to the last letter. still unsure of the date of enlistment or rather m i left out of the list. well just being random. i guess most of my friends are also awaiting for this sacred moment. Anyway before everyone leave for their different pathway lies the graduation day. For me i feel these three yrs just happened in a flash.
Maybe good times just do not last. There are still a few things that i thought i should have done.
Joining a cca in np which can widen my circle of friends. Through the 3 yrs, i guess the only friends that i have is only confined to people studying in the same course and some whom i managed to meet along the way through different modules with mixed courses. At first impression my life in np may seem restricted but well i really did managed to know some wonderful people especially my classmates.Lessons were enjoyable and fruitful. From totally strangers to good friends, i guess its nt so bad afterall. This will be always be a wonderful memory.