Waiting

Kinda lost my sense of direction in life temporarily. nothing to aim for and just plain waiting everyday. its indeed a waste of time isn't it? work is just routine as usual and boring but then again when is it ever interesting when you are working at least for me. Well some may beg to differ but that's part and parcel of life. can't really do much abt that.
i really kind of reminisce schling days. i would say that it is definitely more enjoyable than sitting in front of the monitor trying to figure out something that i don't even have a clue on. At least if i seriously don't understand a thing in class i could still consult friends or lecturers but in the working field, its a do or die situation.

I could still remember what some people told me when i was still studying to enjoy while you can and that when i go out to the working world, every thing's gonna change. Reflecting upon these wise words which i couldn't even bother listening at that time, its indeed true.
but i m definitely going to heed this advice two years from now in uni though i know its tough. Speaking of this, i suddenly feel that age is catching up on me. i don't want to reach the 20th mark just yet. there are many things that i have yet to accomplish. Life is full of regrets and mine is not much different or maybe even more regrets.
Having just a plain childhood is perhaps one big regret. many 'shoulds' and 'shouldn'ts' just surfacing my mind. Looking at myself now, i realised that i hav nothing to offer, no talents to flaunt and just a very ordinary person. being musically inclined is definitely one of my wishes though i know its hrd given that i m going to be old soon!!
i simply envy those who are able to play different musical instruments. they are just so talented and cool. i guess i m will just be a nobody and carry on with my monotonous life.

Here's something to share:

There's this nurse and a woman in labour in the lift. The nurse had no choice but to deliver the child in the lift. After delivery, the woman just kept on crying and this bemused the nurse. Their conversation as below:

Nurse: why are you crying, u got urself a baby boy

Woman: sob. it's so embarrassing.. there are so many ppl in the lift looking at me giving birth.

Nurse: Giving birth is a natural process, whats there to be embarrassed

Woman (continue crying): how am i going to face other ppl in future?

The nurse tried to console the woman...

Nurse: Last year,there was one lady who was worse off than you, she gave birth along the roadside and there were even more ppl looking and crowding ard.

When the woman heard this, she cried even louder

Nurse: what happened, u pity her too? why are you crying even louder

Woman: That lady was also me!!!

To everyone, enjoy your day!!!