Monday, April 14, 2008

Junctions in life

here i m sitting in front of the screen, many different thoughts running through my mind and i suddenly feel so lost... dun really know how to describe that kind of feeling... is it a sense of emptiness in me? well i m nt sure abt that... but one thing that i m definitely positive is that i really prefer studying than working although the former can be stressful at times. but u dun have to face so many different ppl with all sorts of characters.
I miss the schooling days where u just hav to do ur part in studying and fun with friends nt having to bother abt other things. working life is just plain boring and taxing but what can i do abt it huh? its just the same old things nowadays for me without much of a freedom. I wouldn't want to even imagine the time where i really step out into the working society. if i were rich enough, i would most likely migrate somewhere that is by the sea with beautiful scenery and nt having to face this cruel society. but well, how many 'ifs' would actually come true. most probably none i bet.
these are some of the thoughts that i have garnered over some period of time especially during the last semester of my poly life when i was still coping with the dreadful fyp. however bad it was, i managed to pull through afterall.
there's no turning back now and i just gotta look forward to the future although the path is still unclear. i m just going to take a step at a time and see where it eventually leads me to and i can't regret since it is the path that i have carved out on my own.
Well shall end my post here and wish everyone in different phases of their lives the best of luck in whatever they do!

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